I can’t resist. Baby must answer and tell. I reply meekly, “Nana, Missy head hurts.”
Nana takes me in her arms and asks in the same voice, “Is Missy fighting?”
I look up at her innocently and say, “Missy can’t help it.” I start to cry.
Nana holds me gently in her arms and says, “It’s ok sweetheart. Nana just needs to make an adjustment, Ok?”
I nod my head. Nana sits me down and I lean back in my pillow chair. I really want to know what is happening to me. I know this isn’t what I am or how I am supposed to be acting. I can feel ghostly memories just out of reach of recollection. There is more pain. My head is really hurting.
I love and trust Nana and know she will solve this problem. I know in my heart Nana will tell me what is happening and why I am acting this way.
Nana has taken a small square zipper case from her pocket. When she unzipped it, there was some kind of meter device and many small tools. She connected some kind of probes to the device and then connected them some how to the stone in my collar. She turned on the devise and the pain vanished suddenly. I saw her take a small tool from the case. She leaned forward and did something to my collar. I could feel it in my head as she adjusted something. All the worry and anxiety I was feeling about how I was acting and what was happening softened and faded as she continued to make adjustments.
I heard Nana say softly to herself, “You are a unique Angel. I see why you are having so much trouble adjusting. We can handle this though. We will make a new kind of adjustment here in your secret place for you and it will solve all these problems. You will always belong to Vickie and love her deeply and be the most wonderful Love Pet.”